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My Apron is Still White

“You work like you feel.” ~ John Carroll, father of Chef Charles Carroll

“I have always been a stickler for uniforms.  I believe you have to look like a chef before you can be one.  You have to act like a chef, and practice being a chef, before you can be a chef.  You don’t have to know what you are doing to look good!  Image is very important… Chefs can’t wipe their hands on their apron, , use their aprons as side towel, … and expect to look clean and crisp”, wrote Chef Charles Carroll, in his book, Leadership Lessons from a Chef.  This book resonates with me as I start out as a student with Culinary Institute Alain & Marie LeNotre.  Chef Carroll is the Executive Chef at the River Oaks Country Club in Houston, Texas, which is among the top country clubs in the United States.

Chef Kris Jakob, Chef of Chefs, during his ServSafe lesson with level 1 students highlighted Chef Philippe as an example of discipline and professionalism - he comes out of a chocolate class with his white apron still white.  Chef Kris assured us it will take time to get to that level if we work at it.  Earlier, Chef Kris has also mentioned during Chef’s Topic Mise En Place – the mindframe determines the result.  The preparedness includes our appearance. 

Mr LeNotre reinforced the sentiment, “Want to be a chef, dress like a chef”.

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I have this fascination with discipline and carrying myself well as soon as I don my student chef uniform.  (Oh, I believe I do pretty good in other aspects of my life without donning the uniform too).  No, I do not think it is an obsession even though I use it as a reason sometimes.  It is simply my expectation of myself.  Chef Sebastien had told us after a chefs’ meeting that Mr LeNotre would want all students to wear the neckerchief with the uniform, hair nicely tucked in the chef’s hat, and pants ending just at the ankles.  We did just that last week onwards.

The class looks more alert - those of us with long hair scrunged them up into a bun and fringe nicely pulled back into the chef’s hat.  The red neckerchief which level 1 students wear adds a nice touch of colour to our white uniform.  It took a little getting use to on day 1 as it could get stuffy as we got into action in the lab, it remains a non-issue to most of us after.

My uniform and apron are pressed daily, and placed nicely folded in my bag pack. I don the uniform only in school and take about 10 min getting everything in order – with my sleeves rolled up twice (there is no standard for this, so this is my own standard to keep my sleeves off the working top), red neckerchief tucked into the collar, hair tucked neatly into chef’s hat, and apron knotted neatly to the side. 

My goal was to come out of each class looking just as I have started at the beginning of the day.  Even when we were tempering chocolate last week, I came out of it spotlessly clean.  I intend to keep at it, work on it continously, and make this my first point of perfection.  When my classmates made comments about my white apron, I felt proud about it and learnt to make no excuse for being clean.  I can only get better.

Habits start in school, Mr LeNotre said to us, and I believe in it totally.  I believe a high standard in cleanliness as a foundation will show in my end result ~ slick and great tasting pastries, to satisfy not just your palate, they will touch your heart and tickle your soul!  Awesome!

Withdrawal Symptoms from Baking & Pastry Class

I stayed up late to study for my quiz last night, I managed to complete only a week’d worth of revision out of two.  We have a quiz in class every other week.  I am aiming for a full score of 300 points.  In our quiz, each wrong answer costs 30 points.  To be in the 90s league, I can only afford at most 1 mistake.

I popped an anti-histamine for my running nose, think I reacted to the packet deal inside the Myojo instant noodle pack.   Myojo instant noodle has always been my comfort food away from home…  I opened my eyes and it was 6.48am.  Arrgh! I am late for my bus again.  For the second time, April came to save my day.

I was walking towards the lab, all ready and excited to be back in class learning a new pastry from Chef Sebastien.  Then I saw everyone from level 1 was gathered at the dining room, as on Monday, to attend the ServSafe class.  My energy level dipped.  This is my 3rd consecutive day with no lab time.

“Chef, we miss you so much!”

~My Chef Instructor~

~My Chef Instructor~

I was chatting with Sylvia and Roberto from my class in the break room, they have completed 3 levels of cuisine and Robert is currently in my class to earn the Diploma in Culinary Arts (correction:  Sylvia has completed her Diploma in Culinary Arts, she comes to class to share her positive energy!), they had already taken the ServSafe class.  Chef Sebastien walked in from adjoining Chef Office, my face brightened up and I called out to him with all warmth and sincerity – “Chef!  We miss you so much“.  Oh, it was just my way of expressing “I”, I won’t know about the rest.  Chef gave a subtle smile, his usual, apparently surprised, and happy.  We all wondered how a hurricane alert turned out fine rain the previous day and we all missed school for that.

Five of us volunteered for Chef Club today.  Today’s session will be conducted by Chef Sebastien, we volunteered our time to help in mise en place.  We went out for a quick bite at WhatABurger (hamburger native to Texas) before our prep.  When I put on my apron for the first time this week, I was rejuvanated with renewed energy.  I was all excited with this child-like excitment to be back in the lab.

At half past 5, we were back in the baking lab with Chef Sebastien, on our feet, welcoming the guests to the evening class.  I realised after 4 weeks of continued learning, kneading, rolling, whipping, whisking at the baking lab, surrounded by my classmates, my energy depended on it, my life surrounds it.  I have indeed enjoyed every day of  blossoming in Baking & Pastry Arts.  I am hopeful this passion will lead me to a purposeful life ahead.

~Choc Mousse Cups~

~Choc Mousse Cups~

~Now you can't see me!~

~Now you can't see me!~

 Now, I feel all excited that class is as usual tomorrow, with my classmates and Chef Sebastien, conducted alongside level 2 Baking & Pastry Arts class and Chef Philippe.  The child-like anticipation lingers.

Failure is Not An Option

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On Mon, Aug 4, 2008 at 6:09 PM, Culinary Institute Alain & Marie Lenotre <lenotre@culinaryinstitute.edu> wrote: 
Emergency Communications  
In preparation for possible heavy rains and flooding from Tropical Storm Edouard, the Culinary Institute Alain & Marie LeNôtre will be closed all day Tuesday August 5th, 2008…

There is an unusual quietness outside, except for the occasional engines of the vehicles at the parking lots next to my apartment.  Aptly put – the calm before the storm.  The tropical storm is expected to hit around noon tomorrow.  I have a day to catch up on my journal input before I share my blog.  No one knew about this blog, not even BK.  I am excited – anticipating the hurricane as well as getting my site ready.

BK was here with me in Houston for a week to settle me in.  We spent a day searching for a suitable apartment, a day touring the school and shopping for furnishing, another day of last minute stock-up before we move into the apartment that evening.  That left us with only one day R&R time together, and for my dear to see an essential part of Houston before he left for Singapore.  We decided on NASA Space Centre Houston.

~Space Centre Houston~

~Space Centre Houston~

What struck us:  FAILURE IS NOT AN OPTION

Excerpts from an article on Creativity in Problem-Solution,

“Houston, we’ve got a problem.” These famous words, spoken by astronaut Jim Lovell from space in April 1970, on Apollo 13 mission to the moon…

“Failure is not an option,” Gene Kranz, lead flight director for Mission Control, announced to the ground crew in Houston as Apollo 13 approached the critical earth-to-moon decision loop. ..

Creativity need not begin with inspiration. It sometimes is a reactive force, triggered when all else fails. It’s a response to a new order of things. We experience our highest creativity not in doing business as usual, but when there is the most at stake and failure is a possibility but not an option. When our fixed assumptions about how things operate won’t do, a new mission must be launched. “Forget the flight plan,” ordered Kranz. “From this moment on we are improvising a new mission. How do we get our men home?”

What stuck us next: “MISSION CONTROL

…to manage space missions, usually from the point of lift off until the landing or the end of the mission.

These words were very meaningful to me.  I had just arrived in Houston then having just switched out of a career that was my life in the past 13 years, I am a little scared about my future plans too.  I told few friends about my decision - One, I have no certainty to inform them, no wish to explain myself of my uncertainties, no need for more questions that reinforce my fear; Two, I was multi-tasking on adrenaline, I got everything sorted out in under a month from the point I made a decision to go into Pastry & Baking, to applying to the culinary institute, to sorting out my finances, informing my parents & family, to applying & securing my US student visa to the point of my arrival in Houston.  Thinking back, I find it amazing and thankful that I took action to fulfill a passion.  

I am already here, there is certainly no turning back.  I will Earn my Pastry & Baking Diploma, make the best use of my time to acquire knowledge and inspirations, and make concrete plans for my future.  Similar to how I view marriage, Failure is not an Option in my second life!  And I will keep my heart & soul in mission control!

Count My Blessings One by One for last 45 days

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Pastry & Baking Lesson 1

All excited for my first day of lesson at the Culinary Institute Alain & Marie LeNotre!

I left my apartment early at half past 6 to catch the 6.58am bus, and to make sure I was not late for 8am class.  When I reached the school, the gate was already open, a group of students were already congregated at the stone tables outside the building entrance.  Some were just sitting in their vehicles waiting.  Later, I realised that most of the people I met that morning were level 1 students – both morning & evening classes, there for the orientation.

One lady stood out from the crowd, she is Christine, a level 2 Cuisine student, who has completed level 1 Pastry & Baking and will be joining my class in Level 2 Pastry & Baking 10 weeks later.  She was helpful directing us to the locker room, and helping us with what to bring on day 1 to the class.  I do not know what she will graduate with, probably a double diplomas?  A Diploma in Culinary Arts consists of 3 levels of Cuisine/or Pastry & Baking plus 1 level of the other.

We were greeted by Chef Sebastien Bonnet after the 2 hour orientation.  He is French who has worked in London, Spain and Mexico.  Before he joined CIAML, he was a chef instructor with a culinary institute in Mexico.  I understand that all the chefs at CIAML comes with more than 10 years of indutry experience.

“…I was never late.  Never!”

Chef Sebastien told the class that we will start at 8.15am sharp everyday.  “In my 20 year career, I was never late.  Never.  Even if I have to run from the train station, I’d do it”, shared Chef Sebastien.  An example of how serious he took his profession.  And pride too.

“If you do not know anything, you can ask me.”

~Savoie Biscuit~

~Savoie Biscuit~

First day was a short day, we did Savoie Biscuit ~ a light & low fat cake.  The cake goes nicely with vanilla sauce.  My partner is Elizabeth, of hispanic background, she just finished high school.  That makes me 2x her age! 

~w/ Vanilla Sauce~

~w/ Vanilla Sauce~