I am happy today ended better than the day itself.
Done for the Day… At Least For Me
April joined me, … she had earlier walked in to check if I am feeling fine, she offered me a hug. Ha! I told her not to talk to me, I didn’t need a hug and just standing by me was more than enough. I had taken a breather from class, I felt I needed to scream but in class my side of the class hardly talked, we worked that way. Even if we did, it was talking to our own selves and between ourselves. She pulled out a chair to sit, and I sat next to her and we both sat facing the glass panes … She told me later after class she was trying to make small talk to distract me and make me feel better, but apparently whatever she tried to say seemed to make me feel worse. I told her I wasn’t thinking much then, I felt heavy in the heart and just needed some space for breather, and I just didn’t want to do another piece of work in class. That was how lousy I felt … I returned to class, still feeling heavy, there was no outlet to release my pent up frustration.
It was 1pm. We had just cleaned up. Chef Philippe asked for a batch of Royal Icing for the class and for us to do piping before lunch at 1.30pm. In fact now lunch starts about 2pm with the bigger group of students and addition of 1 extra class in level 1 Cuisine and level 1 Baking & Pastry Arts. I whispered to Sarah, I did not want to prep Royal Icing, … she was not in the best shape too. Waited. Look like no one intended to do it, I told her I am just gonna do it so we got some time to practice rather than prep and pack up, she agreed to help. Let’s go.
~ A Whole Cake To Ourselves and Eat It!
Lunch – I left my name tag to reserve seats for some of us, when I got back to the table, my name tag went missing and no one claimed to have seen it. I knew someone was pulling a fast one on me, and I wasn’t in the mood to find out who, I got out of the lunch room to look for Elheme. I told her my name tag would surface later but I needed a name tag in case I didn’t get back before I returned to class. She obliged immediately. I was back in lunch room and presentation was in progress. 2.10pm. For the first time, Sarah played a joke, and she was hoping to make me feel better … now I have 2 name tags?
I was seated at the same table as April, Sarah, Jill, Amber and Elizabeth. We were done with food, there was no more mousse cake at the serving table, we decided to share a whole Cocoa Raspberry mousse cake among overselves. We ate more than usual and just wanted to sit there forever. I popped in 4 macaroons and 2 slices of cakes … definitely signs of stress.
I Don’t Want to Do Anymore Work
We were back in class, we really didn’t want to do anymore work. Chef came in, said nothing and left the lab, we guess he knew we were really done with the day. But coz Chef said nothing, we continued piping, I started piping on the side of our table, Sarah joined in and I could see she was having fun and we just need to be naughty some time. But piping by the side of table was certainly more fun than on the table top. We thought of cleaning just our table top and leaving all the Royal Icing on the sides at the end of the day and … that thought just made us laugh. This point Krystine and Jill joined in and we took their pix to capture evidence of “guilty” faces if we should decide to leave the sides of the table uncleaned… ha ha ha.
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The Day Just Couldn’t Be Worse
Earlier in the day, we were pouring chocolate icing over the mousse cake. I did it in level 1 before. I did mine after Sarah, both of us partnered each other for the week with few hiccups. Sarah handled me a ladle and I poured the icing over the mousse cake. Alas! It wasn’t enough to complete icing the 2 sides. I must have poured lobe-sided. Then I added a second ladle of icing which Chef had advised against, I should have the first ladle full to get it done one time. Then 1 thing led to the next. I let my first foul up affected me and the next thing, I scrapped the icing off with some mousse off the top of the cake while leveling off the excess. That feeling was real sxxxx. You are not thinking of what you are doing? I heard Chef said. Indeed, I was the last person to use the icing, I should have just poured whatever is remaining in the pot directly onto the cake. Gosh. I just never thought of messing up something I did in level 1.
Next, we completed the chocolate ribbons to put on the cake. I just did not want to see my cake again. We cleared our table. Lifting off the cake from the rack, I was careful not to mess up this time, I guess too careful and seeing the cake just made me foul up again. Centralising the cake on the cake board, using 1 finger to let the cake drop nicely. It did. Relief! Then, I felt my knuckles touched something cold… It was Sarah’s nicely iced cake sitting on my right. I couldn’t believe it! Sarah was just so cool about it that I felt many times worse – she had felt frustrated earlier about her ribbons and had mentioned to me at least she got her one thing right – her cake!! I decided that was the last thing I wanted to do in the lab for the day. Anyway, Sarah and I completed what we were supposed to do with the cake and put back into the chiller. I told Sarah that was it, I needed to get out …
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Sitting at the stone table after class, Sarah, April and I were laughing from our sugar high … we chatted till evening class came. The chat helped definitely. I was still apologetic over her cake … Before we left for the day … Tomorrow will be a better day, we both hope.











